Insecurities

I know I shouldn't be feelin this way.

I know I should have faith.

I know he's different from others.

But..

I can't help but feel insecure.

Is it cos i dun trust him?

Or is it cos i dun trust myself?

I don't know.

I really need the confidence now.

To be certain. Yes.

But where are you when i need the assurance now?

Busy? I would love to think and console myself.

But i know it's just an excuse.

To make myself feel better.

Forever it will be.

Should i give in?

Should i not think so much?

Should i trust you?

I really want to..