What a week...

Horrible. i just feel so drained.

Had two tests this week, one on tues n thurs repectively. Really forced myself to concentrate and not think about watever that has happened. It's really hard. and apparently i failed to do so. as i seriously think i'm going to fail my thurs paper. practically just stared at the paper as i really can't recall wat i've learnt the day before. forget about the test. it's "only" 20% anyway.

Finally survived till fri and i tot i can relax and have fun during my house's mid-autumn festival celebration. somehow i just dun have the mood to play and join in the fun. how can i when there are so many things going through my mind? Especially through clara's situation and all the drama that nite. i can really relate to it and understand how it feels like. sometimes things are really just out of your control and mayb we shouldn't try to force it.

what an "emotional roller coaster" night- as quoted from miss clara. however, it's really good to have friends around during such times. thanks for listening girls.

Jazz lesson on sat was enjoyable. music and dance can really help to make ppl forget their worries -at least temporarily. i really envy those people who can dance really well. shall practise more and hope that i can at least remember those steps and complete the routines.

A mixture of thoughts right now. confused? happy? i dun really know. and i dun really have the energy to think now. just feel like sleeping (on my bed - after so many nights at clara's hall). yup. and i shall look forward to meetin cal and byr later.